7th JaNuArY ... My DaY oF tHe YeAr

I'm turning old..!! urrgghh..!! despite that awful feeling, i still felt blessed & very much happy though coz i recieved tonnes and tonnes of birthday wishes from friends, family and online buddies who some of them i have never met b4..!! tak kira la by saying it direct to me ke, sms ke, myspace, friendster, forum etc etc, irregardless it's in advance or belated, i appreciate them all very very much.. and some of them are so kind enough to throw a birthday surprise for me.. so yeah, i do feel happy..!! thanks guys..!! let me try & name those who made my day one by one.. my Papa, Mama, Kak Enon, Abg Sham, Kakcik, Abg Najib, Edy, Nurul, Epy, Kak Aida (ditdot), Revo, Lokman, Niksu, Ayu, Amy, Remy, Tasha, Lan, CT, Pyan, Kak She, Nisha, Teera, Ma'arep, Dolla, Kak Gie, Farah, Faizal, Aloy, Pooja, Epul, Kak Lis, Kak Jida, Amie, Nadiah, Lanun, Adib, Punk, Kamalan, Butet, Bambang, Meor, Shida, Madet, Kak Manpal, Batch, Guess, Aida (ffc) Meon, Yana, Ewea, Kak Janah, Kak Azma, Ieja, Kak Jida, Adeq Orange, Kak Aida (ksnm) dan ramai lagi yg mungkin aku terlupa nak letak nama dia kat sini.. and sape2 yg belum wish tp nak nama dia included in the list, wish me cepat.. haha..!! just kidding.. well, i don't even mind if people forget my b'day.. coz i tend to forget other people's b'day as well.. plus, i'm not very enthusiastic in celebrating b'day these few years.. so i don't really mind not getting b'day wishes.. coz it just kept reminding me that i'm aging..!! so yeah, it's got to do with age thing.. not that i'm worried of getting old, coz i'm not really that old kan.. (haha!) it's just the feeling of getting old without accomplishing my goals in life..

Some friends of mine at my age have already had settled with their life, got married, some have already got their masters completed, some with a very successful & stable career anyone could've hoped for, some owned cars to die for etc etc.. and i think i have none of those.. i got tensed up sometimes thinking about my future.. sometimes it keeps me motivated to strive even harder, but sometimes i juss fell flat thinking what am i going to do the next day.. but then again, thinking back, there are so many more people out there who are never near my position.. those who doesn't have stable income, doesn't have family or friends to rely on.. those who would die to have my job & my small car.. those whose houses had just been wrecked by the floods.. those who never had proper food for the rest of their lives.. yeah, these things do keep me humble and not to complain so much but rather be grateful with what we have.. and at the same time, strive for a better & successful life without forgetting the unfortunate ones..

Have i bored u guys to death with my writings..?! haha.. sorry peeps.. biasa la dah makin tua.. tu yg suka melalut tu..! hehe.. lagipun bukannya slalu pun i rumble about my personal life kan..??! anyway, ni nak cite sikit la pasal what happened on my birthday.. and the day b4.. on the 6th tu, Kak Aida planned a movie outing.. watched Night At The Muzium @ Cineleisure, The Curve.. and afterwards, Kak Aida and the rest surprised me with a lil' b'day celebration for me & Lokman who celebrated his b'day on 1st january.. yup, he's a New Year baby..!! so thnks a lot for the b'day surprise y'all..!! really really appreciate it.. did not expect it coming.. haha..!! afterwards, me, Revo & Lokman joined Barry, Naz & his friend for karaoke @ RedBox.. Naz celebrated his b'day on the 6th so that was like another b'day celebration.. later that night, another group of friends took me to a club at Bukit Bintang for another kind of celebration.. i have myself enjoying the dance performance by a group there a lot..!! thanks for bringing me there Pyan..!!! yeah, it was a pretty hectic day for me.. and i had a blast.. the next day, my sister, my bro. in law & my younger brother lak buat bsday surprise kat rumah.. mati2 i ingat diorg lupa my b'day.. seriously i thought they did..!! haha.. thanks sis, abg sham & edy..! well that's about it.. my b'day entry.. thanks y'all...!!!!!!